Monday, April 13, 2020

A Bitter Path, Illuminated - 8


Spoilers for Final Fantasy XIV: Shadowbringers lore and locations.

Day 6
                I have spent what is nearing a week wandering the streets and surrounding areas of Limsa Lominsa, and yet I still feel as though I am uncovering things. I have acquired a ticket to sail elsewhere tomorrow, which I felt was necessary, else I may spend the rest of my days here.
                I spent the first day browsing the market, and watching the ships come in and out of the bay. There was something absolutely enthralling to watch such meaningless goods move in and out. I envy these people, mother, for they have never had to fear the Flood. I am forced to fear for the integrity of their history though, as they had never even heard of the event, or of Norvrandt. Nor could I find it on any of the maps that were offered to me.
                The second day I spent perusing the various guilds that operate out of the city. Some work for skills for trade, and haul in fish by the boatful. I ate one for lunch, and I must say, the flavor to it was something I had never experienced. Perhaps because I have never had a creature that was not tainted at least minimally by light? I cannot say. But I believe it to be the case. Every meal I have had has felt full of flavor, to the point where I felt intoxicated with each bite.
                The fighting guilds could not be further from each other. One is nothing more than ax based brutishness, which I could not stand to observe for long. I had to prevent myself from rolling my eyes when the clerk there asked if I was interested in joining. The arcanists guild closer to the port was much more appealing. I spent some time comparing their methods to mine. They are quite comparable, so I presume that they have spun off from the same original schools, and have simply developed apart over the years.
                The outer edge, which the locals referred to as La Noscea, reminds me of the outskirts of Eulmore, but with more life. I felt like I was wandering through a dreamland version of Kholusia. Everything looks so familiar, and yet so different. Imagine if you would, mother, that you have come home and all of the furniture had been moved. That is the feeling I felt upon viewing the various highlands.
                A pair in the bar asked if I had come from the ‘Far East’, with how unfamiliar I was with the area, to which I had to tell them I had not. They mocked me for my pronunciations, but I have made it a point to correct these. The encounter did provide me with another land to see out, once I have finished touring this ‘Eorzea’.
Day 7
                Some hours ago we made landfall in the port of what I was informed on the way there was a desert called ‘Thanalan’. From there I was referred down the road to a station called Horizon, from which I was directed to the capital of the area, Ul’dah. I have settled in at the inn there tonight, after surveying a few stops along the way.
                Once again the landscape reminds me of home. In a different light, it would be a dead ringer for Amh Araeng, right down to the somewhat nomadic people with a focus on their market. On my way to the inn I was accosted by no less than seven people, all with a different ware to sell. I made sure to inquire about what sites I should see over the coming days, and have marked out a route to follow.
Day 9
                The market here left me with a truly uncanny feeling. There was not a single stall manned by a mord, or as I have been informed they are referred to here, a ‘kobold’. I know this only because I attempted to describe one when I was given a confused look. Beyond this, the only difference I could note was that it stood properly inside the walls of a city.
                The main attraction of the past two days has been the city’s arena. I stayed there for some time before leaving for lunch, and found myself drawn to return despite having other things planned. I found myself rather enthralled with the entire ordeal, and screamed along merrily with the crowd. I felt somewhat embarrassed, especially having felt so arrogant with regards to the warriors of Limsa Lominsa.
                I spent the evening in conversation while eating at the inn. What I have determined, while garnering any number of puzzled looks, that Eorzea is at war with some country called Garlemald. This imperialist nation has held thrall over any number of nations over the years and caused no end of duress. I have only ever heard of such in tales, and processing this conflict has consumed my evening.
                I will not say that Norvrandt is without its strife and conflicts beyond the Sin Eaters, but I have always assumed that our resources are so few that we have not even been able to fight over them, at least not on such a scope. I suppose that while they have not experienced the issues brought upon by the Flood here, they still have their issues.
Day 10
                Something compelled me to leave Ul’dah ahead of my expected dates. My next stop was Gridania, a nearby forest. As you may expect by now, it reminded me somewhat of the Rak’tika Greatwood, though so much more…alive, perhaps. There is something so much more serene to it, which I noticed from the airship ride in. There is simply a silence to it that I found immediately calming.
                I wandered the streets of Gridania for a time, but I could not bring myself to make dedicate to any plans for the coming days. I saw the guilds, I learned that there would be a play later in the week, and that there were holiday celebrations in the coming months, but I simply could not bring myself to feel involved. I wish to be drawn into it all as I was before, and to a degree I still am. Every day I see something that I have never seen before, or something that feels familiar and yet strange.
                And every night I return to an inn’s room and try to record my thoughts on the matter. In theory, I am doing something truly fantastical. As far as I can know, I am one of the few to have crossed this barrier, and gone beyond Norvrandt. And yet all I can consider, is what I left behind.
                I sit here at night writing words that I can never truly know if you will see, mother. And with each passing day I have considered that while I am here being amazed, you still reside in Norvrandt. The sky for me may be blue, but for you it is still that wicked white. It feels rather unfair. Unfair feels like a poor word to describe it, but it is all I can produce. Tomorrow I hope to raise my spirits, but tonight I have only thought of home.

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